There is no part of this is cool. Jeshewua Ahumbra Melchizedek betrayed the alliance with Jesheua Sananda Melchizedek and ended working together helping those who were long-abandoned from ascending during the time they worked together for some 3 or so years, as explained in my article: THE TWO CHRISTS.
Yes, the Anunnaki, always and forever hijacking everything the founders of the Human Elohim created, was named after Jesheua Sananda Melchizedek. Right down to the last name [I inserted Ahumbra between the two to indicate this is not Sananda that walked on water. But the first name Jeshewua was technically not Jesheua].
The Anuhazi Elohim, according to the transliterations of the Cloister Dora Tura holographic (akashic records) discs, were 'helping' Ahumbra/'jesus' through the whole process of stealing Sananda's mission and identity. This is how the Anunnaki have always worked from the outset.
If I thought for a second I would have been Ahumbra, I would be up at 3:00 in the morning 100% unable to sleep and sitting here trying to figure out what on earth went wrong in my life. Oh, that's right, I am literally here wondering WTF. For the umptieth time since this insane awakening began.
I have been a devout pacifist since I was 5. No matter what people did to me, I did not hit back. Except when my best friend wanted to make me stand up for myself and begged me for 30 minutes all the way to my front door (way beyond his front door), shoving me, smacking me, literally begging me to hit back, every 15 seconds. I hit him back *at my front door to stop him and he went home smiling. Other than that, even though I am a black belt in Mu Duk Kwon Tai Kwon Do, have I ever hit anyone in my life to harm. I spar, but am not out to hurt others. Sparring is literally practice and everyone involved wants to be struck. That's how it works. Not in hate, vengeance or lording over the other. We are just in training.
What I'm saying is I cherish life and will accept abuse and pain rather than to strike out. How I could possibly ever be someone who betrayed the Emerald Alliance as Ahumbra did, makes no sense to me on a quantum level. I invent, create, and bring new, better, higher to my world. What I don't do is betray. And the last thing I want in this world is for billions of people to pray to me. I don't think that way, am not interested in being worshipped and have no thought about being better as a person than they are. We are literally all the same being.
I am simply not here to harm or abandon anyone, and from what I've read, Ahumbra did that by turning against the Co-Elovolution BioRegensis Treaty of Palaidor, the treaty that the two of them were working together under for 3 years+. Not one part of that is me, nor do I believe I could have betrayed either Sananda or the Emerald Covenant because I don't think that way. I've never thought that way since I was born. Either you stand for what is fair, or you don't. If you don't, you have no place in my world.
But this is one of many, many episodes now that has dragged me back to this same figure for more than a decade. I can't sleep, can't understand it and yet all this time since my awakening I can't shake the stigma. I need the GA to send me a message saying none of it is true. That's what I need. But with this image that appears to be me a thousand years ago in my 20s-30s, what can I say?
I've been brought back to this by metaphysical forces time and again now, nagging me relentlessly that I have something to atone for.
Like you, I am mindwiped. I have no idea of what I've done in past lives other than being killed by 'black blood' in the 1870s in 'Hell Montana' (which I learned after that vision there was an exact camp named Hellsgate Montana' gold rush like I had been shown.
What ever this case is, I will never abandon what's fair, right and honest. I cannot be bought, I cannot be swayed for all the gold and money within existence. I positively will never sell out, as I am eternal and will live to see another day no matter what this prison world delivers. Not now, not ever. And that, is the quantum truth. Do not mistake me for jesus, because I am not that.