Spoiler Alert: Death bed conversions don't work.
You were framed. Duped. Lied to. Taught how to screw the other person before they screw you, since you were first able to talk. You lied, cheated, connived whenever it suited you, just like mom and dad and teacher taught you to do. But now that you've had the benefit of decades of hard lessons of your chickens coming home to roost by living this way of service-to-self, you're sorry and just want to live authentically with honor for everyone around you.
Kindness, compassion and honesty are the only things you want anything to do with anymore, now, in your golden years (a term that hides the fact that your body no longer works and you have become so jaded to this world of selfishness and fleeting illusion, there's almost nothing to roll out of bed in the morning for at all anymore). Now you just want to go home in peace.
I wish I could tell you that's enough to satisfy the gatekeeper of dimensions (the aether), but its not. Not that you aren't a 'good' person now that might integrate seamlessly into higher societies, but in reality, it has to do with karma.
Karma, which is 'police work' handled exclusively by the aether, is an absolute 'equal energy exchange' between you and the people you've wronged across your life. That payment must be made before you are allowed to resonate in higher, more purified fields.
The reason is obvious if one looks at it objectively; the person you harmed paid for your lack of compassion on your behalf, and that payment was an unfair burden that stole moments of joy they otherwise rightly deserved. I was flabbergasted when I learned how "Equal Energy Exchange" works, since it is about as foreign a concept to our minds as flying elephants.
Let me make it clear at the outset that there is no such thing as sin. That was just a tool to force you into a cage of self-doubt, taking away your true identity as the manifest living god known as Prime Creator, here in temporary mortal form. If you don't know you created all things and everything you've ever seen is merely pieces of your own self, then you will never fight back against your captors that took you hostage 560 million years ago.
All things; good/bad, right/wrong, honorable or shameful, are the realms of Prime Creator. To learn how to truly value kindness, you must first learn first-hand what's wrong with selfishness. So you have always played the role of both predator and prey, since the dawn of time. "Sin" is not what you are made out of: its what you are capable of if you so choose. But you are also just as capable of every glorious and magnificent thing in and outside of creation. You aren't a 'sinner', you are picking your way through the world of holographic illusion, learning through trial-by-fire what works and what doesn't. We all do.
What matters when it comes to moving on to the next level of awareness, is that your personal frequency generated by the angular spin of your body's cells are resonating in symphonic harmony instead of chaos and distortion. When we are kind to each other, we move higher in personal frequency range. When we harm or take advantage of each other, our 'song' our plasma field resonates in becomes out-of-tune, spreading chaos around us everywhere we go.
This is no different than my working 3 summers to buy an old used car, then when I'm at the lake for a little fishing, you stole it with no equal energy exchange at all, forcing me to walk 12 miles home that day, then spend another 3 years saving up to replace it. Or you knock one of my teeth out and for the rest of my life I can't chew correctly, all because you misunderstood what I was trying to say.
Until those transgressions are remunerated back to me, by you, justice hasn't been reached. And the only thing the aether does is make sure balance is restored at all times. That's literally its job, maintaining harmony.
So how does the aether go about extracting back out of you payment for 'being an asshole' to me?
There are two ways to achieve it: 1 is the 'karma' route, where you break your leg, sidelining you for the next few months and all that pain and suffering energy you expend is then passed on to another element in the world that is lacking somewhere. Pain brings your mind back to balance eventually, making you stop and think instead of just running scissors everywhere you go.
So how does breaking your leg or getting a cold 'pay' me back?
Not only will you cease your reign of terror for a while, easing the suffering you're causing around you everywhere you go, but now that suffering is bringing positive elements into the world as restoration for your deeds. The doctor gets to earn $ from you to install your cast, which he then pays to the farmer for produce, giving him more funds to buy a tractor so he can grow more melons and tomatoes. Now he earns enough money to build a new house with an extra bedroom for the baby on the way, so he hires ME to install his roof and plumbing. Now I get enough money from that job to get an old used truck so I can drive to my next job that pays even more because it is 10 miles in the country instead of next door and the travel adds cost, returning a little more profit for each job.
The energy moves in cycles through every piece of the spacetime fabric. If you spend your energy blindly hurting others because you don't understand they are all just other iterations of yourself and that damage is being done to you in other bodies, then you will have a more difficult life until you learn to honor everyone around you with kindness and compassion.
Once you stop running with scissors and start caring for your fellowman (your other selves, which includes all the animals, trees and clouds in the sky), your life begins resonating with all other life, and like a tuning fork that is struck that is next to another tuning fork on the same frequency band, that energy now expands and makes the other fork resonate, amplifying the signal. If the tuning fork is next to 100 other tuning forks, now your resonant signal you emit multiplies by 100x, filling the air with music that wasn't there before you arrived.
Realize that the aether is trying to make everything in creation resonate at all times in harmony. We see this in the Metronome Effect Experiment where 10 or 50 metronomes are randomly ticking away next to each other that miraculously then defy the laws of known physics by 'tuning' them all to beat at the exact same beat together like they are all connected by some invisible, self-adjusting gears. The ONLY scientific explanation for this is there is an unseen force that subtly modulates reality around you that is always seeking to bring all things within the orchestra of creation into synchronization, creating a living symphony of bliss.
The 2nd way you can make 'equal energy exchange' for 'being an asshole' to people when you didn't know any better is the coolest thing you will ever hear: you can apologize and make things right emotionally to those you harmed through meditation. If they are still around, you can make restitution in physical form as well, allowing them to 'set the price' and then you go about restoring that damage by what they believe they are now owed. Only the victim can set this Energy Exchange transaction, so don't be shocked if they want you as their slave for 5 years. Pay it so your frequency can move closer to balance, regardless the cost.
I was shocked learning there is such a thing as 'fixing' past crimes through meditation, but it is a real thing. You go back to the moment you hit someone or took their wallet or bicycle, then relive that moment where you now instead bring them a coffee and a donut or do some other nice thing for them in your mind's eye. You recreate that moment which erases the old moment from the current timeline you are in now, making a reality where you did not cause that harm, so the distorted sound in the air that you generated stops echoing across the spacetime fabric like chaos and now resonates with every tree, bird, and person within that field.
One way or another, you will stop the chaos in your world and bring harmony to it before you get to move forward. This can take a day through 'timeline restoration', or many lifetimes through recycling and suffering broken leg after broken leg, depending on which path you choose. You have free-will choice to facilitate your journey, but until you resonate in outflowing love and concern for the rest of your own self that are in other containers, moving higher is not where you are ready to be yet.
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